04/09/2014 update: I will be posting more on my newer blog, Silence of the Hummingbird (a random mix). However, follow here anyway…who knows what this will become? Thanks for stopping by! There’s some good stuff, sad stuff, juicy stuff, and beautiful stuff. Enjoy some stuff!
Ah, I see. I am supposed to say something about myself here, yes?
Ok. Except the purpose of this blog is to renew myself from a lost love, who isn’t quite lost enough for me not to think about her constantly. Constantly.
In my estimation, it has been enough time that I need to move forward.
But I don’t really want to, or I would have by now, right?
So, a little drama here, mixed in with some humor and romance. And tears, at least on my end, to help wash away the unwelcome longing.
More about me? I’d rather you enjoy the story, if you’re going to bother at finding out more about me.
She captured my heart. I gave her all of myself. So I pour myself out on these pages, this self that won’t be recovered, can’t be recovered. You’ll see why.
I will share with you myself in a poem, our favorite thing to do for each other ~
Amada minha
Where have you put my heart?
My soul, my smiles, my joy?
You forgot to return them to me
When we had to say good-bye
I cannot reach out to you
But I see you, watch you
In my heart, behind my eyes
I hold you secret
From everyone, even you now
You think I have gone
But synchronicity remains
As always, you are with me
~
Ah, well, it’s not the same without my muse, you know? She would understand every word of that.
This is Our story–well, my story, about Her.
Thank you for the follow, all the best!
All truth in the poem above. Synchronicity still remains. I can feel you I can sense you embrace, I can see your beautiful hair and face, I can hear your open smile, I can feel your head on my shoulder and the warm tears on my blouse. I can See you the last time we talked. Just I did not new what had gone before or just before it. Beautiful Soul You are. Yr Best friend
Pourquoi avez-vous encore me suivre?
Souvenirs retirés de ma portée
Pris de moi par le temps et les circonstances
Vous éloigner!
Ne pas me tourmenter avec vos mots doux!
Si vous allez, allez —
Si non, alors dire que les mots que je veux entendre.
Que dis-je?
Je t’aimerai pour toujours
Dire tous les mots qui viennent du fond du cœur
Je suis à les écoute
Pour vous, avec vous
Toujours
Hey, thank you for the follow. I appreciate it a lot. I’ve really enjoyed your words and look forward to reading more. – Noora x
Thanks! I enjoy your poetry, too–so beautiful and descriptive! Really touching!
I love your blog… Just had to tell you that. Resonates deeply… Following now. ~ Bill
Thanks, Bill, for your kind comment and for following. It’s a good place to let it all out. Hope you continue to enjoy it.
So was she the first (and only) woman in your life thus far? 🙂
Thanks for checking in…and, yes…Not my only crush, but my One, lovely experience… https://beijas.wordpress.com/2013/07/25/confessions-of-a-more-in-than-out-bisexual-woman/
Yes, I do my homework. LOL. I’ll reply to that page in a bit. 😉
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It takes time, and no one can tell you how long, because that is artificial. I have found that it’s a combination of the right experiences that provide distance. However, after you do love someone, they are never completely gone.
Hi and thanks for your comment. That seems to be true. Thanks for sharing your story, too.
Of course. Took me a year to get there though. And nine-months away from her as even a remote possibility.
Thank you for the follow! Best of luck on your journey. Cheers!
Thank you! Same to you!
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