I haven’t been sleeping well for several nights now, not usually a problem for me.
The first couple of nights it was due to talking with Her into the morning.
The past couple nights it has been due to worrying about Her.
I just awakened to the horrific thought of Her deleting every trace of me from Her computer–from Her life– saying, “I will never allow that girl to do this to Me again!”
I don’t blame Her for one moment.
Everyday I have to protect myself from that part of me that loves Her, too.